This is long sorry I jus wanted to get it out .....I'm so frustrated and sad and stressed I jus don't know what to do I…
This is long sorry I jus wanted to get it out .....I'm so frustrated and sad and stressed I jus don't know what to do I feel like I'm letting my baby down already I'm so helpless and hopeless idk what Ima do being in bed rest is not a good thing for me I can't work so no money they won't give me unemployment I have no friends I jus lay in the bed I can only go to the doctors when it's a good time for my mom my sister has to share her room with me my bf jus not making enough to do what we need to mainly because he has so much stuff he needs to catch up on and he lets ppl take advantage smh nobody sees me as a problem but it's jus the way I feel I could have my baby at anytime and I have nothing like nothing at all everybody doing what they can to help but they have they own stuff to worry about and I jus wanna sit and cry all day because I can't do anything
Akera·
@1130nnne, no not yet my mom wants to have it the end of next month because she said it would be better on everybody because it's the end of the holidays but I'm afraid no one is going to show up to it because I don't talk to anyone and it's hard to try and get stuff because I don't know if she will come early so it's like do I get newborn stuff or preemie stuff and I'm trying not to let it get to me because I don't wanna stress my baby
1534·
Мама сына (1 год)
did you have a baby shower, that can really help you if you need baby stuff, I mean I understand why your stressing out but don't let that effect you
Akera·
@kaygrig, @1130nnne I get both of those which I really don't need or use honestly it's the money I have no money to buy what I need or do what I need to do I'm not prepared for anything and if she do decide to come early I have to have a csection because she is also breeched I jus feel like it's so much that's on me and ppl telling me not to stress but how can I not when everyday it's a new stressful thing I need to worry about
Kay·
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Also @1130nnne is right. Get all the assistance you can.
Kay·
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I'm on hospital bed rest until my son is born. Some days it's hard but once you accept the reality it's the best thing for your baby it will get a lot easier for you. If you believe in God you can't be afraid. You have to trust him and know everything will be alright. The Drs told me 5 weeks ago my son could come at any minute. 5 weeks later we are still going strong. That is nothing but God. He will not bring you this far to leave you mama I promise.
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Мама сына (1 год)
I'm sorry to hear that if you need to talk I'm here☺ you should apply for wic or food stamps its something to help out since your not going to get unemployment