I seriously feel like the doctor's just love putting women on insulin for their GD. My numbers have…

I seriously feel like the doctor's just love putting women on insulin for their GD. My numbers have been controlled except a few times, they keep upping my medicine and trying to scare me with insulin. I cheated this past weekend because I had my baby shower and I told them the truth, I just got an email and because I cheated they upped my dosage and then said that next step is insulin! Like what in the actual fuck, I'm so upset. They use scare tactic's saying something can happen to baby and she could die and blah blah blah.. Of course I Dont want anything bad to happen but I'm doing everything right and just because I've cheated here and there I'm harming her. 90% of my diet is chicken and barely any carbs and my numbers stay in the 90's. Sorry for the rant, I'm just so pissed they are trying to force insulin on me..