Constantly feeling on the verge of panic. Being busy is the only thing that keeps me sane. What the…

Take it easy!!! Only do what you can.

@royalmommy, I think I'm afraid of I don't stay on top of everything, it will all fall apart and I am so scared to have to deal with not being able to meet everyone's needs (including new baby) between now and when the baby gets here (three kids' christmas' and nurturing my marriage) and then struggling to meet baby's needs when he's here because I'm so focused on finances, the house, the kids, husband, the job, replacing my vehicle, short maternity leave. So much pressure. My husband doesn't seem to worry about any of this. He also is horrible with money and doesn't understand what it takes to make big changes like this happen. It's not like our first, where we had a big baby shower and only one child to focus on, plus our bills weren't as much and we didn't have to worry about replacing a vehicle. I'm freaking out.

I wish I could be so laid back with all of this pressure.

I don't know how I'm going to make all of this happen, successfully. It's terrifying.

I totally get it. My husband is the one who worries tho. I've been trying to just be cool. Im not doing anything big for Christmas because I need the money for other things. I need get my car also. I know it's very overwhelming but for your not sane everything will fall apart. Just breath n make a list of things that don't need to be taken care of right away.

Good advice @royalmommy. I wish my husband were a little more concerned, I guess. I'm hoping he surprises me by staying on track and not doing anything drastic, financially. Trying to stay positive.