Such a hard day. A few weeks ago I had two faint bfp. Then the subsequent tests went negative. Started bleeding and…

Such a hard day. A few weeks ago I had two faint bfp. Then the subsequent tests went negative. Started bleeding and cramping so bad today that it's triggered a sciatica episode. As if knowing there was an early miscarriage wasn't hard enough, I can barely walk due to pain and hubby is on the road and won't be home till Christmas time. Uggh