Random Rant

My child's father is so inconsiderate sometimes, and he changes so often. Some days he is in a good mood and extremely nice towards me and other days he is a complete asshole. When he gets off of work he comes home, showers and leaves to hang out. I'm on complete bedrest and just wish he spent more time at home with me. I understand he is working but he never just comes home and chills with me unless I make a big scene. I just hate always being here alone. I'm so miserable in the house all day. I can't wait until my baby is here so I won't think about where he is at and what he is doing. Smh