@madz13mama13,

Thank you @madz13mama13.

I'm sorry love. I'm here if u wanna talk. pregnancy really is a beautiful terrifying crazy life changing thing. @marmber

@madz13mama13, for the most part of my pregnancy I was happy, negative thoughts would pop in every now and then but it really started coming more often about 1.5 month before i delivered. I think I maybe experiencing some postpartum, i was fine at the hospital but all of a sudden at home it hit me like a ton of bricks. Lack of sleep and worrying about babys weight doesnt help either.

@marmber, I have felt like something will go wrong this whole pregnancy. I'm so scared it keeps me up at night and makes joyus things not joyful because my negative outlook. are u ok do u suffer from postpartum depression??

No its normal, I felt the same way before my c section. It may not stop once you have the baby, i still feel like something is going to go wrong. I struggle everyday.

Or I'm abnormal too lol

It's def normal to feel that way !