I hate this feeling of despair I've been feeling. The craziest scariest thoughts pop in my head. I cry at a drop of hat for no reason whatsoever, it comes out of nowhere and hits me like a ton of bricks! I feel so lost and sad, i know i should be happy at this time in my life bcuz I have my little girl in my arms but I can't stop crying and the feeling of despair I have won't go away.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
AF due 29th, anyone else?
Hi all AF is due 29th Sept for me feels like forever away. Has anyone tested yet or when do you plan on testing x