I'm really not even sure what to do anymore I've been laying in bed crying all day...... Yesterday I lost job over some dumb crap long story short because the manager and 2 of the other girls I worked with were buddy buddy's and immature as hell...... Well they put me on the schedule for two weeks next week and I told her that was unfair that I have BILLS and I need more money than that and that it was Ridiculous! They both have kids they should know this.....so I say that to her then I tell her I'm coming to get my check cause it was pay day.. Well I went up there and she says she gave it to the mail man.... What a bitch... And I don't even know if she actually mailed it or if she's just not giving it to me because I live literally 5 mins from there so it should have came in the mail today!!!!!! It's pretty shitty when u work for 2 weeks and don't even get a pay check on pay day.. So now I'm starving because I have NO food... My alter aor went out on my car and my car payment is behind and so is my insurance..I feel so hopeless and lost I just wanna run away from everything ............... It's pretty sad when u work ur butt off for two weeks and can't even eat because she wants to be a immature little bitch.......... I'm so depressed I'm so sick of it all ........ Nothing ever gets better
I asked my mom if I could use her card to go get something to eat ( she knows I didn't get paid......) and she says " damn I'm not even gonna have a pay check" like 5 dollars would hurt her apparently she would rather me And my baby starve..k@arijane316
I feel so bad because I've been crying all day and I feel like it's effecting her..
My life just really sucks right now.... I feel like I'm in a hole I'll never get out of. Not to mention I have to move before my daughter gets here. I love with my parents and I cannot stand this house I stay in my bedroom all the time because they are the nastiest sloppiest people I've ever seen.. They have dogs and don't clean and I don't clean anything but my room bc it's pointless this house is beyond cleaning. It's awful. I can't even sit in the living room bc the dogs lay on the couch and pee on stuff. :( I lay in bed all the time...
It'd be the least I could do. if someone's in need and I can help, I like to. I'm sorry I can't right now tho :/
the stress is effecting her. you don't need it. I know how you feel. I had to force my brother and his gf out of my parents house when I moved back in because they weren't doing anything, my dad has busted his ass for the last 21+ years so I don't expect him to do anything around the house, and my mom is never home. so the house was disgusting. now I clean every 2-3 days because I can't stand a dirty house. and we have tile floors so they get dirty fast and I can't stand walking around barefoot on dirty floors