this little girl is my Angel. when I found out I was pregnant I had just finished outpatient at a…

this little girl is my Angel. when I found out I was pregnant I had just finished outpatient at a psychiatric hospital. and prior to going to an outpatient clinic I was inpatient at a psychiatric ward for depression and anxiety. I had a lot of problems. I had just got out of an abusive relationship 6 months before going inpatient, I was having major trouble at work, my bills were swallowing me and I was trying to help my roommates as well. I tried to be strong with it and denied anything was wrong. when I finally went to get help I was on the verge of suicide. I was still dealing with depression when I found out I was pregnant. She kept me from going back there because when I thought about how I felt people were better off without me I would remember how she needed me, and still does. depression is a major issue, especially when no one around you has been through it. people don't understand depression episodes unless they have experienced depression. please don't blow off someone telling you they are depressed. you may not get the chance to help them later. :/