so honestly after having my little Elliott I have fallen in love with my body. I have never ever…

so honestly after having my little Elliott I have fallen in love with my body. I have never ever loved my body. and I feel like my son has just built up my self esteem. he's my second. but my first I seriously just felt awful about myself. I gained a lot of weight and stuff. I didnt have really any stretch marks with my first and with this one I got a whole bunch and yet I still love it. :) I feel like I have so much more energy and I'm just happy. :) I hurt really bad tho. I still feel the contractions in my hips and stuff and its awful. the ibuprofen really isn't helping either. :/ but its okay. I can get through the pain.