I just did a cervix self check for the first time in months (before it was out of curiosity while…

I just did a cervix self check for the first time in months (before it was out of curiosity while pregnant or to track my cycle when I wasn't pregnant) and (TMI?) it was so mushy!!! I could barely tell it was there! I think I may be dilated 1cm as well, and it's VERY short/high up. I almost couldn't find it at all lol. Will be bringing this up to my Dr at my next appointment!! I checked because I've been having a lot of cramps and am worried I'll go into premature labor.