I am a little freaked out about labor. I wasnt so worried about it until now. The time seems to be…

I am a little freaked out about labor. I wasnt so worried about it until now. The time seems to be getting closer and all i can think about at night is who im going to have in the room with me, worrying about trinity being ok, the pain, that big epidural needle, and everyone keeps joking about me "going to the bathroom" while giving birth which is not funny to me. I know it will all be worth it when i hold my little girl for the first time. but this is all racking up in my brain. i need help lol