I think I need to seek help. I feel like I may be starting to have post pardum depression. I look at my daughter and I feel like it's not real. She doesn't feel like she came from me. It's weird because the first 2 weeks I was just so overjoyed and would cry of happiness. Now I just feel mentally drained. I mean, I'm not going to neglect her or anything. I still want to take care of her. I don't know how to explain it.. I just feel different. I know I love her, but today I've just been in a kind of downer mood. I hope it goes back up.