My dad and his girlfriend watched Brynleigh last night because I stayed at my grandparents. And…
My dad and his girlfriend watched Brynleigh last night because I stayed at my grandparents. And they're watching her all day today while I go with my grandparents to see my mom (she's in prison) I just can't bring myself to take her to somewhere like that especially being so young.... I miss her SOOOOOO much ugh I really wanna see mom but I miss my baby girl I just go through my phone looking at pictures and videos of her.... I also hate that my mom is gonna miss out on the first YEAR of her ONLY/FIRST grandbaby... She's missed so much important stuff in my life the past couple years.. Didn't help with my wedding wasn't even at my reception! Missed basically my whole pregnancy didn't even help with the baby shower, and now my daughter isn't even gonna know who she is. All because of drugs, not doing what she's supposed to be doing, and to top it off her stupid lowlife boyfriend who doesn't do anything but mooch off her. Ugh oh well at least my dad's girlfriend has been there for my and baby girl. She's been a great step mom and grandma but through everything I still love my mom to pieces.
Kristina·
Мама двоих (4 года, 6 лет), ждёт третьего
So sorry that you have to go through that. My dad is the same way! Just keep your head up mama
Brandy Stewart·
Thank you @brayleighsmommy121615 it is tough but we'll get through it!
Kristina·
Мама двоих (4 года, 6 лет), ждёт третьего
@mrsstewart, you're welcome and yes ma'am it is. My dad has been in and out of the picture since I was about 1 when I was 10 he left out the picture for almost 10 yrs until his new gf found me on a social media app then he came to where I live recently and used me for a place to stay for a couple weeks and then up and moved several states away and didn't tell me for a couple weeks that he had even left. He's a big drug head and doesn't care my grandma raised me and my brother and he was court ordered to pay child support and still to this day he's $70,000+ behind on it bc he always ran from it. When he moved this time he got a regular job and they found him and was taking out $90 a week or Every 2 weeks and when he seen that he quit his job. But we learn from those kids of parents what NOT to do with our kids. It's a very good lesson learned even tho it hurts us it also helps us in a way so we can be better parents then our parents were!!!!! That's how I always look at it anyways
Kristina·
Мама двоих (4 года, 6 лет), ждёт третьего
^^sorry just realized how long that turned out.
Brandy Stewart·
@brayleighsmommy121615, I'm sorry you had to go through that it realty is tough my mom had been doing drugs since I was in Jr. high. She's tried to get help but never follows through and she won't get away from the people she needs to it's just hard. Especially since my best friend got married about the same time as me and our babies are almost 2 weeks apart and her mom was there for everything. But I so see it the same way of what I can do to be an even better mom
Kristina·
Мама двоих (4 года, 6 лет), ждёт третьего
@mrsstewart, yea that's like when I get married my dads not walking me down the isle it'll be my grandmas husband who is not blood related to me at all but he stepped up and raised me when he married my grandma and to me that's my dad