Uhh I'm so nervous I'm going to end up having her on Christmas or Christmas Eve. I don't want to do that to my family, I want to be home with her by then so I've been asking her very nicely to please get her shit together and start workin her way down😂💖
My MIL wants me to have my daughter on January 1st and is pressuring me to wait until January 1st at 12 a.m. on the dot just because then my daughter will get special treatment and such. Mind you, I'm due Christmas Eve and that's a whole week after she due...
@tayek pretty much! Everyone is pressuring me and I'm like it's not up to me I can only do so many things to give her a little boost. Lmao
Love it lol "Baby girl, mama's love, kindly get your shit together and come on outta there so we can love ya!"
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
I would be okay with still being pregnant on Christmas but that would just be pushing my luck. I'm due the 17th so knowing my luck if it hasn't happened by then it will happen on Christmas 🙈