so I decided to be the designated driver tonight and brought my peeps to the club. I'm sitting in the corner of the dance floor wishing I was home. I guess I had to come out to really realize it's not something I should/want to be doing at 2 months pregnant. gotta make bad decisions sometimes to be pointed in the right direction. I even sat in a stall and cried for a few minutes.

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
awe, your life isn't over, its just paused for now. once baby is born you will find other things fun. and there's always those times when you have a sitter. 😊 trust me momma, its worth it.