that's how I feel but we can't do that to ourselves. :(

@mother.of.angels,

my son weighed 1 pound 6 oz... I've seen babies make it weighing 13oz... didn't even try.. said he was too underdeveloped.. its a slippery slope of guilt diving into it for me... all the i should haves..

If a lung specialist would have gotten involved like I suggested they would have seen the phnemonia and known not to sedate her.

& yeah Hannah would still be with me today if it wasn't for a crappy doctor at levines, he wouldn't listen to me! She was admitted to have a routine heart cath and during her stay in the hospital she got sick with what he claimed was just a cold, and I knew it was more than that so I suggested that a lung specilist get involved in her care. But he argued with me and denied my request! Two day later they sedated her to place a simple IV. Well you can't sedate a patient with phnemonia in their lungs bc you can't ventilate them. Well it was time to ventilate and they couldn't do it bc her lungs were full of phnemonia. And just that tiny little mistake took her away from us, all he had to do was just listen to me and he would still be here today!

Thanks girl💗 @hellokarly

no one should ever .. ever have to bury a child... my son was at Levine's too..

God bless you both, and I'm sorry for your loss. You both are really strong woman and I am sure they are both watching over you now. 👼🏻❤️ @jessicagarmal @mother.of.angels

Yeah, I lost my 5 year old daughter 6 months after my miscarriage so I know what it's like to loose a child. And I have been ttc knowing it will never make up for my losses but just knowing that I will have the chance so I can someday feel that love again will help me get through it.

@mother.of.angels,

the condition is called chorioamnioncentesis... its an infection like e. coli or strep B that gets into the uterus and forces labor... once it begins it cant be stopped... it was the day after our anatomy scan where we were told he was perfect... he was born perfect.. just too small for this world... the single.most difficult thing my husband and I have ever been through... we are pregnant again but it doesnt take the sting away that this weekend should have been a busy weekend welcoming Lucas to the world

Omg that's so sad, so sorry for your loss I lost my baby at 13 weeks but I'm not sure why? I have been ttc again since I lost him/her last October, so we have been ttc about a year and a month. May I ask what kind of infection cause you to miscarry?