it's hard being a single mom at 19😭😭😭

I just had my son last Saturday and I didn't expect it to be this hard sometimes I just want to cry but I hold my tears back ALL the time ....during the night I get frustrated and annoyed from being so tiered and him not wanting to go to sleep and stay up all night I get depressed when I think about his dad and I and I'm just over all just a mess right now😭😭😭 ....just praying things will get easier 😖