so I've decided that the dreams after having a baby are so much worse. at least with my son they…

so I've decided that the dreams after having a baby are so much worse. at least with my son they are. I woke up looked over in the hospital bed thing and freaked out making sure he was still breathing. like I literally freaked out crying and stuff. and my husband comes over and tried calming me down telling me he was just fine that he already checked in him. I dont know of it was a dream I had and it made me freak out or what. but can I just say I love our son more then anything... he's is just so perfect. my whole pregnancy I was scared I wouldnt love him as much asmy first that I gave up for adoption. but I realized after having him that this is a different kind of love and its more so then I ever imagined. he is my little Angel. and I love him so much.