my SOs sister told me that she will take my baby in her room over night so me and him can have some bonding after everything going on and so we can enjoy a few drinks without feeling guilty or having to wake up in the night and she knows i dont want alcohol around her but honestly after 9 months of not drinking alcohol at all im kinda scared to drink i used to be a somewhat heavy drinker before my daughter but i dont even remember what it feels like to be drunk and im terrified to.
maybe ill just drink wine instead of going straight back to beer. @mrugg
@mrugg, im just afraid with everything i know thats going on with my boyfriend that i told you im gonna end up freaking out on him as well or just be a big emotional mess and end up ending things before i can figure anything out lbvs.
If I remember right the first time it hit me a lot faster and harder just take it slow! @mariahs_mama
Sounds like a good idea. Have fun!@mariahs_mama