I was reading ... And it says light brownish spotting could be signof implantation ... I am habing…

I was reading ... And it says light brownish spotting could be signof implantation ... I am habing moderate cramps... Feels like bloated ... Loke i have to pee real bad. I keep running to the bathroom to check the discharge doesnt turn red 😩😩😩😩this is torture. Baby jesus please let me be pregnant!!! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻