The closer I get the more scared I get. I don't feel maternal at all. I'm prepared l, I have everything I need but it's just things... I have no connection at all and it's freaking me out. I want pregnancy to be over already because I'm in so much pain but the thought of this tiny human needing everything from me is scaring me. I don't think I can do it. I never wanted to have kids, I always said that then when I got pregnant I thought I'd change but I haven't. I'm doing all this preparing, buying and organizing but the thought that it's going to grow and need me forever.... I'm freaking out I really am. Does this feeling go away? what if it never does... I feel like a terrible person. I'm not made for this....