So I guess it wasn't my turn... the second test came out negative for amniotic fluid. this hospital…

So I guess it wasn't my turn... the second test came out negative for amniotic fluid. this hospital makes me feel so dumb. . I seriously just want to complain and be like get new fucking nurse's. sorry for the language. but I'm pissed. dont tell someone something and then change it. I am so ready and I'm so piss, disappointed, and I just wanna cry. I just want him here already so I dont have to keep doing this and I have my baby. :/ this pregnancy is so different from my first. I didnt feel any pain with him and this time around its like anything different I freak out. how am I supposed to know if I'm in labor if it comes but then stops! I dont understand.