Well that was the worst mistake of my life. Embarrassed and heartbroken. Feel like nothing about me…

You will matter to that little person you're growing inside you. Let that get you through the hard days

@her_plus_her_and_me, thank you. Just wish things were easier sometimes. I wish I could just let go of bullshit and do what's good for my daughter but my mind likes to think other wise... But I really need that. Thank you.

You're welcome

what happened

Well I wrote my baby's father a letter basically pouring my heart out about how I wanted to start over and everything. Well I went out for the day with my mom and I come home he is gone to his "moms" for I guess the weekend but doesn't even tell me that he is leaving. And apparently he has known since Tuesday. So no only do I feel completely worthless that he can't even tell me he was leaving or a single text or anything he didn't even acknowledge my letter or anything. So there I don't feel important either. @jdrose

so with feeling that way have you decided what you're going to do bc a good ass person like you shouldn't have to feel like that with anyone

In my mind I want to be done. But something about me is telling me not to give up to fight and fight but I can't...@jdrose