I've been having a horrible ass day & my depression is getting worse 😞 but getting on here to end my night made it a lot…

I know exactly how you feel with depression I was depressed before June but on June 10th I lost my 10 month old son from SIDS and now I'm severely depressed.

I'm so sorry 😢 you're so strong just for living through that ... I don't know how I could ever handle that . @mamaofangelbaby0610

I almost drank myself to death until I found out I was pregnant I found out a couple weeks after my sons first birthday but it was too hard to handle losing my son so i decided I was ready to die and was seriously going to drink until I died then I found out I was pregnant and now I'm here.

that is my little boy. a couple weeks before I lost him.

@mamaofangelbaby0610, I was in a bad place when I found out I was pregnant too .. a lot different situation but I was drinking and about overdosed on pain killers the day I found out . I took it as a wake up call cause its the only way I'd ever be clean . I'm happy you get the chance to have another baby though that's such a blessing 💕

@mamaofangelbaby0610, he's so handsome ❤ , I don't know how many times I could say I'm sorry for your loss

thank you i wasn't really ready for another baby at the moment but now all I can think of is this baby will always be part of my son its his little brother or sister in my belly and now I'm excited to have this baby and I'm happy that a baby was your wake up call being a mother was the best things I've ever done in my life.

if you ever want to you can message me

thanks he was my everything.

he was my mommas boy if I walked past him without picking him up he'd start screaming and crying until I picked him up lol

@mamaofangelbaby0610, I'm glad you get to have another blessing ❤

thanks im hoping for a girl :) what do you hope for?

@mamaofangelbaby0610, ohh the mommas boys are the best though lmao!

@mamaofangelbaby0610, I was hoping for a boy but I had a huge feeling it was going to end up being a girl & I had a dream a week before my ultrasound that it was a girl and Bam , Girl ! haha

ha-ha I've been having dreams since before I knew I was pregnant that I was having a girl and if sucks I don't find out til Dec 18th at 9am in Saginaw which is over 100miles from where I live.