I was wondering about that bec my doc had me do it all on my own too and he said it would give me more closure to morn the loss of my baby but i didn't feel that way it was definitely discussing to see your dead baby pass thru you body in blood clots little pieces at a time I felt like every time I passed a clot it was like little deformed body pieces coming out of me it was the worst thing iv ever experienced as a woman that may be way graphic and 100not true at all but emotionally that's how it felt