Venting: I swear one day I'm going to break my boyfriends damn computer . I'm tired of having to fight for attention . When we do get to spend time together he chooses the days I only have 2 hours (if that) before I have to go to bed to get up for work the next day so he can play his stupid ass video games . I'm sick of it! Honestly getting to the point to where I'm looking forward to going to my moms next week so I can actually have adult conversations instead of being around a bunch of kids all day(I'm a nanny) or alone at home because he'd rather be at his friends playing on that damn computer. He has another thing coming if he thinks he is going to be doing this when the baby gets here cause if so I'm leaving . Because I'll be damned if he is coming in at 11 at night every night and waking me and the baby up .