Baby Kennedy's circumcision went well. I cried more than him, we're home now and I gave him some good breast milky milk. I feel so guilty though I can't stop crying when I look at him ):
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I wish they could help him sleep through it. They shouldn't have to feel all that.
Yeah he was 5 days today I watched the whole thing though. I feel so bad for my little guy! @mommyofone
When they did my sons curcumcision, I was in a room 3-4 rooms over. I heard his blood curtling scream and started to cry. They did it 3 days after he was born so he was much more awake. Ive never felt so bad in my life.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
We'll they have him lidocaine shots in his penis to numb it when they did it, so he cried more during the shots than during the procedure. I just can't wait till it's healed I'll feel a little less guilty. Like.. I'm his mommy I'm supposed to protect him and keep him out of pain, and I went and took him in and put him in some of the worst pain of his life.. He may not remember but I will. I didn't want to get him circumcised but his dad did and since his dad has a penis and I don't I went with it. @mommyofone