this whole time I thought I was ready for a baby and my SO wasn't but it's the other way around. He knows how to get our son to stop crying but as soon as he leaves for work he wakes up crying again and I can't calm him down till his daddy gets home :( I have had so many breakdowns I feel like a bad mom
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Hmm just fed my baby 4oz and he kept crying and sucking in his thumb after. So I fixed him two more ounces. Guess he is ready to start getting more 🤷🏻♀️

Liam Andres is here now 🙂🙏🏼❤️❤️❤️ 5lb 130z He is just so adorable and small, we are so happy to finally meet him. And the pain was so intense I was crying I could't breathe, so I had to get the Epidural. I am not ashamed of getting it I am proud of myself, my baby boy is healthy. 👶💚👣😍😍😃😘😘
Okay, mommas I need to vent to someone please..
So my fiance goes to his Co workers house (female) at 1:30pm to leave for work, they work about 55 mins from home.. she doesn't have to be there till 3pm.. and he doesn't have to start till 4pm... they usually get off at 1:30am. Now they moved it to 2:00am.. (what he says.) He doesn't get home till 4:00am.... am I wrong for wondering why it takes so long for him to get home??? I want to mention something but I know he will get real defensive about...
your not a bad mommy. babies feed off of our emotions. He can sense you are stressed so he gets upset. try to calm down and not stress. I know it's hard if you ever need to talk you can message me. I'm a single mommy so I know how hard it is.