i see everyone with their husbands or boyfriends and it makes me sad. living in the same house with…

i see everyone with their husbands or boyfriends and it makes me sad. living in the same house with my ex and us not talking or communicating is really getting to me. 10 years and 3 kids and everythings gone. i guess im just lonely at night after the kids go to bed. i lost my best friend and my first love... dont mean to be all emotional i just needed someone to talk to.