Wow one time I felt the knife also and the blood running down my sides. Smh @ashcake91

@mrsprincessdenise3, girl with my last one it was horrible they didn't know he was breech so I had been having contractions and was in labor they waited until it got really bad n then did the surgery I felt the knife they were cutting me wit and I screamed to death I told them to hurry n get my boy out n give me some medicine my fiancé said the entire time they were digging n me they kept missing his feet I had to get 3 pints of blood

@banyanakin, I just typed in c sections on YouTube

This is my third c section also and Im praying not to go crazy in the surgery room, last time I had an anxiety attack, my husband got so scared, all he saids is you wouldn't wake up and I think you almost died 😳 I wanna try to stay calm this time so could at least see my baby come out. All the other times I didn't see my baby until I was in my recovery room🙁

I feel the same way about my vaginal birth. idk what I got myself into AGAIN

where do you find the vids?

Lol you sound as bad as I used to be. It's horrible to look up birth or c sections or even symptoms online when your pregnant... I got yelled at cause it got to the point where I convinced myself I was in labor and some other stuff and my mother and stepmom and mil almost put me on lock down cause I was having a panic attack.. Just from looking at stuff online!

I watched one a few months after my first one and it freaked out me out lol didn't even think about it when this one happened