no problem. hour def not alone . hope you have a wonderful day . :) @tea-chan

@leepster123, Thank you so much for being supportive. I really appreciate you taking time to reassure me I am not alone. sometimes that's all you need, to know you're not alone.

I get that. no one will understand what you went through and some won't even believe. people are really good hiding the monster they are . after I left mine he would pop up at my work or have his family come in to check up on me . I would do and anything to avoid the places he would be or people he would talk to . I still avoid people who associate with him and its been five years this month . it's not worth to torment you or make you have flssh backs for him to come back into your life. I am a strong believer in karma. hell get what's coming to him . if you want you can message me:) anytime.

@leepster123, I was so frightened to even see him around for a while. Now that I've come to terms with the fact that he's a freaking dirt bag and completely sick in the head, I am just pissed. I am so mad that he thinks he can just get whatever the hell he wants my continuing to attempt to manipulate me. I am so pissed that no one else really sees who he is. I am so pissed that he gets to do whatever the hell he wants and is a deadbeat but he gets to live his life without any real guilt. I am so pissed because he doesn't want to be involved but I am willing to bet he will pop up sooner or later as if nothing happened.

:) of course . iv been on that road before . so I know somewhat of what hour going through

Thank you for the support @leepster123 😊

going through the stages . no one likes to be tooken control of of put down or made feel vulnerable and after you realize all the shady shit they did. you get angry . it's OK to be angry . glad you got out :)