For some reason I just had a thought about my babies dad. What triggered it, I'm not sure, but I just thought through everything that has happened; I am furious. I honestly cannot stand him. I am glad I left before the abuse got any worse than It did. I don't know why I can't just forget about it when that's really what I so desperately want to do. I was scared, now I refuse to be. Now I am just angry. Why does this make me so angry!?