Imma tell you about my Stillborn my little Izie, I was 13 when I was raped by my "friend"...Ive known him since I was a baby and we always used to hang out but one day he got violent and ig he just thought it would be OK to take advantage of me, when it happened I didn't tell anyone cuz I didn't really understand what had happened to me..after he was mean to me and said if I told anyone he would do it again so I was like well I guess I'll just keep my mouth shut, but a few weeks later my period was supposed to come (my mom kept track of it on her calender) and it didn't and she questioned it and i really didn't know lol then my boobs started hurting and I told my mom and she said that's a sign it's coming but it never came and I had the worst morning sickness I was throwing up everywhere I couldn't go to school, that's when she brought me to the OB and they made me take a test then they told me I was pregnant lol and the shock on my moms face was incredible and she was questioning me on who I had sex with and I told her i don't even know wtf sex is and she explained it and I explained that the only time that, that happened to me wasn't my fault the held me down and then we went to the police station statutory rape and rape charges were places against him, but before that I went for a ultrasound and there she was! I was 12wks when I found out I was pregnant! She was my little peanut, everyone pressed me to get an abortion...they said that I was to young (which I was) and that I was going to wreck my future and the baby's life would be ruined because it didn't have a father..I didn't listen to them because it wasn't the baby's fault that it was placed there just like it wasn't my fault that he did that to me, my mom accepted my decision my dad didn't...so I continued on with my pregnancy, going there DNA tests for court to get him pressed with the rape charges, those scared me and the doctors said I was extremely high risk because of my age and how small I was...I didn't go to school, I didn't want to have to explain anything...pulse I never felt good, I came down with depression, I was sad because no one really supported me and the baby besides my mom and I really missed my dad I was sad that the baby would experience what a family was like, then things got worse and at 38 weeks I was rushed to the hospital because I fainted from a bad bad migraine and when I got there they were like your blood pressures high and they looked at my wieght gain I went from 120 to 147 in a month and then they tested the protein in urine they saw that, that wasn't normal either, they concluded I had serve pre eclampsia and they I needed a emergency c section, but it was just to late for my daughter she was born at 4:06pm at 5lb 12oz, her kidneys and lungs were completely destroyed and she was purple...it was hard seeing her like that I got to hold her I got to kiss her, everyone was there for me even my dad which had helped me a lot, I didn't have the courage to take her crib down until last year..only because I was moving.. It's been hard but recently I've been preaching about my little angel! To show support and raise awareness my daughter ment a lot no matter how she was created I'll always love her! 😍 she'll always be my first daughter! Her birthdays coming up in January and it's kinda ironic since I'm due in January but late January.,and I'm sharing this becuase I got sent home today with a 24hr protein urine test..and my blood pressure was high and if I go threw this again idk what I'll do with myself...

P:S; I didn't include everything..