Rant for days 🚨 Imaging him with another girl is drivin me crazyyyy 😩 the husband I gave love to all…

That's how I felt with my first daughter and her father.

But let me tell you this- it is NOT your fault. I felt guilty too but honestly it's better for his father to be away from him instead of showing him the disinterest in person. Also, just parent him well, love him hard, and he won't even think about what he might be missing. My daughters dad walked long ago but she is perfectly fine. Doesn't phase her or worry her or make her sad. She knows she is loved. You just have to focus on that.

@littlebabymacie, im sorry U went through it as well. It's def tough. ESP someone U loved so dearly thru thick n thin. It's not my fault I gained weight. Now he's having fun with some model looking girl. I've never felt so ugly or shitty in my life. I know in my heart adam will desire a father figure because he's a guy. In school when he sees other families. He will question himself deep down and I feel guilty/bad. It is better for his dad to stay away than be a bad father. He won't be disturbed Atleast

@adamsmaaa, don't worry karmas a bitch hell get his don't feel guilty cause it's not your fault it's his an hell regret an trails it in the future I'm sorry uu got go thru all this

@ashley_abby20, I really hope karma gets him. I feel like the bad people are always happy!

*Trails suppose to mean *realize auto correction sucks lol @adamsmaaa

@adamsmaaa, Omg yess foreal I feel like all the asshole an hoes are always OK but the good people hv bad luck an r always f*cked it's sad when you feel the hurtfulest from the one your in love with

@ashley_abby20, haha I figured. Autocorrect can be annoying. Ugh yes. It's always the ones U love the most that hurt U. It's because they take advantage of it. Whatever I'll be fine. That steak earlier hit the spot. Food makes me feel better lol 😩

it's not your fault, love. Everything happens for a reason, you were meant to be Adams mommy!

@mariceladez, thank U dear! That's for sure and he's my strength!

@adamsmaaa, Oh yess of course when I'm sad or down I'll prolly hv a glass of wine an some sea food yummy now I'm hungry lol just know if you show him the same shit he shows you he'll definitely change especially if he thinks you moved on feel me....

@adamsmaaa, and don't forget Adam will always be there for you an hell eventually know the truth .. Just always always put him first he's what matters nothing else plus he's soooo handsome lol

@ashley_abby20, I literally rely on food now lol but im going to join a gym and show him who's boss! He will burn! Haha thanks! My baby is my world! Omg that's what scares me. Don't want girls all over this cutie! Yeh im gna be one of those moms lollll

@adamsmaaa, Yeah don't worry you'll be good and yes show him what he kiss he'll be begging for you back lol an of course I'm one if those moms to don't want these thots on my baby lmao

@ashley_abby20, lol right!! My baby deserves the best! This generation scares me tbh!

@adamsmaaa, I'm saying!! Lol ....this generation isn't right,Smfh😑

@adamsmaaa, Jut think about Adam💙💍🚼

@ashley_abby20, yup! He's my main focus! :)) thank youuu