seriously considering going to talk to a counselor at mental health. I think having gone through this whole pregnancy alone, and with his birth coming up so fast. I just feel like I'm never gonna find anyone and I'm never going to have any help with my son and it just makes me so sad a lot. I'm so extremely worried about getting post partum depression. especially with my mom only being able to be here until the middle of December, and then I'll be here alone with a one month old for Christmas.
I'm pregnant with my first baby and I struggle with bi polar disorder and severe depression. One of my fears is dealing with post partum depression once my son is here. I feel alone at times too. I may not have the most supportive partner at times but my family is their. I think it's a struggle for a lot of new moms. It's normal to have these fears, stay strong!
a big thing is I live in Germany and my entire family lives in the states @shiloh2123