I can't do this anymore I can't even have sex with my boyfriend he doesn't excite me ... When we…

I can't do this anymore I can't even have sex with my boyfriend he doesn't excite me ... When we have sex it's always the same shit take your pants off and insert and then when he's done he leaves the room and leaves me in here thinking stupid shit he doesn't even tell me he loves me during sex I feel like a sex doll It makes me think how long are we really going to be together I hate his whole family he's boring he's always smoking weed never paid one bill omg Idk anymore