I hate when they check my cervix that shit hurts like hell ugh smh ... I gotta get myself prepared for it tomorrow though :((
I started having bh contractions really early and the Dr wanted to check just to make sure it wasn't softening... she's super nice but GEEZUS!!!
Lol my doctor won't check me unless I have contractions while I'm there thank the lord lol But I'd refuse checks until active labor anyways
Lol , that should be against the law gesh it feel like they force they hand in there smh @ms.sadelove
lol I hate that crap too they did it to me and it made my whole freaking mood change I was all happy and excited and soon as he did it I freaking was irritated as hell lol
Lol, I hold on to the side of the table and try my best not to run up the table lol @babylylasmommy
I had my boyfriend hold my hand during it and look at him lol sounds silly but distracted me and helped with the discomfort
ugh I'll be glad when it's over I be feeling so violated, like dang do you have to be so rough gesh I am pregnant... @marleiismama

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I actually think it hurts more when your in labor then when they check at the doctor office