post partum depression is real...I never thought about harming my baby but I just cry about everything I'm so frustrated with life....I'm supposed to take care of everything alone n I can't. I was in ICU for 4 days n my child's father hasn't seen him n I don't know if he plans to I feel like I failed my son in more ways than 1
Baby girl, you are amazing. His loss. I believe that you can do this without him regardless of what anyone says. I can't imagine how I'd feel and I apologize for him being such a douche. Your baby loves you no matter what and he will always be by your side. I know it's tough, but you got this!
@lp1988727 I know I just feel I should have made a better choice n I was in ICU I had to basically sign papers saying my son doesn't have a father and he was to be raised by my parents when I died....this time last year we were happy n in love n now he's a stranger with my baby's face
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@lp1988727 lol I hate sharing but It'd be nice to share certain milestones n moments with...Thank you!