baby shower today 😊 mixed emotions going on.... although I'm excited as this is baby #4 (and the…

baby shower today 😊 mixed emotions going on.... although I'm excited as this is baby #4 (and the last lol) and I haven't had a shower since my first born, my anxiety is kicking in. I'm not one for all eyes on me.... and not to mention since I have no family here but my in laws , its being held at my mils church with people I do not know, so it's a bit awkward accepting gifts from them. I must say that I'm very grateful and appreciative just nervous 😰