Hello everyone, I have been not very active here, for all of you that don't know I had my baby girl on the 14th, I had a c section and I did the tubal ligation surgery, everything went well, I was so happy because I was really scared this time, even that it was my 3rd c section I was panicking, I was so relief when everything waa done, I was feeling great and hungry 😄 like 3 hours later I kept bugging about being hungry and that I wanted cranberry juice, the nurse said since you're doing great, and not feeling nauseous I'm going to ask the doctor if we can give you a little bit of juice, she stepped out, I was nursing my baby and I started to feel bad, really cold and sweaty, I looked for the caller and didn't saw it so I started screaming for help, everything started to turned dark and my voice was weak, next thing I remembered was waking up with like 20 people around me doing different stuff, I started crying and asking what happened to my baby, I passed out while nursing her, thanks God the nurse got back really quick and saw what happened and they were able to react and save my life, my uterus stopped contracting and I started bleeding really bad, my blood pressure went to the floor and my hemoglobin to 5, I got 3 units of blood, I want to also say thank you to anyone here who donates blood for helping save lives. I was really scared, there was a moment everything started to go in low motion and I could see their lips move butbi couldn't hear, I saw my life going away and I prayed to God to please not to take me, my 3 kids needed me, it was such a horrible moment but I'm here, I feel so blessed to be here, I'm still with pains, I feel really tired and sometimes I feel depressed but I'm here with my 3 big blessings and my husband. #preggiemom This picture was taken on Thursday, my husband was going back to work that night and I started to feel anxious so we went for a little walk by the ocean. #8dayspostpartum