#Labor Story

my induction date was set for monday the 19th .... I started feeling really bad cramps around 7 pm but I wasnt sure if it was contractions since I never had them before so I decided to finish doing everytbing I had to before I had to go to L&D I got done doing everything at 2 am so after that I decided it was ab time to atleast take a nap but I couldnt bc contractions started getting stronger and every 4-5 mins apart but I decided to wait till 5 am since I still had to go to the hospital when I got there they checked me and I was 3cm so since I was doing it all on my own they decided to wait a few to see if I would keep making progress around 9am they checked me again I was 6cm so they decided not to induce me they asked if I wanted to get epidural I said no since I arrived at the hospital the doc looked at me and his like ok I guess ill be back and see if u still want to be without it... they were all extremely nice btw so they started getting worst worst when I was 8cm they told me im close but I couldnt push to try and not to but since I was without epidural I felt all the pain I told then I couldnt I had to push I was feeling something I felt like she was coming out they checked me again told me to wait not to push till I was 10 cm bc I could harm my self on the inside I forgot the word lol but yeah I had to pee and poop too I told them while I was in bed I started pushing I couldn't wait so I ended up pushing and pee my self !! so I told mom I couldnt hold the pain I told them to give me epidural so all the nurses came into the room and told me to start pushing lol so I got NO EPIDURAL since I couldnt sit !! I started pushing it took me like 8 pushes and I got baby Diana out :) around 4 she was 7lbs even and I forgot how tall !! It hurt so bad never felt pain like that and wouldnt even wish that pain on my worst enemy HORRIBLE so they had to sew me up I was really bc I was ripped badly they called someone else to do it bc I was ripped also inside I took like 30 mins for them to find it and sew inside and out ! but right after that all the pain went away I only get cramps when im breast feeding but still it was a wonderful experience I was with my daughter since she was born they never took her away from ne just for 30 mins to check her hearing and all that ::) SORRY I KNOW ITS TOOO LONG ! BUT I WANNA THANM MY MOM FOR BEING THERE EVERY SECOND ::) AND MY DAD FOR TRYING LOL HE COULDN'T DO.IT !!