Today im feeling worse than yesterday. I don't want to go outside. Pregnancy IS NOT BEAUTIFUL!!!! It's disgusting and…

He says it's nothing she's just a old friend from school and he was best friends with her husband. If it was nothing then why did you delete her after I found out you texting her, before that you hide your phone all shady like, oh it's your mom. whatever, I saw her name on the text message before you tried to be swift. I told him continue talking to her, I don't care... take my ass to the woman's shelter and drop me off. I'll get back on my feet and you don't need to worry about shit. I'll take care of the baby since you taking care of Natasha chic. Oh but nooooo he delete her, it was nothing, I didn't tell you because I was trying to get a better job with her husband. really? then why aren't you talking to him? I wasn't born yesterday and I still thinking now on just walking out this house and from there whatever happens happens. pregnant I am I will walk my ass to a woman's shelter and never give no other man a chance to get close to me. He don't know I'm trying to get a job. Just to get out of this and let him Fuck who ever he want.

Pregnancy maybe beautiful with you but I was told I'm ugly and ugly is what I see right now. Then to find out my hubby is hiding his phone because he's texting some Natasha chic. I guess I can't blame him for that since a he looks like bay watch compared to me. I'm ranting since I can't get enough ranting by myself at home. Pregnancy can't be sugar coated. I see it in the mirror with my own eyes.

This is what I did look back daily on pre pregnant pics and think of the life u bringing it will help even a lil bit to bring ur self esteem back. Hugs😊😊

OK sounds like your just having one of those days. go outside even if it's on the porch see life birds people walking by pregnancy isn't ugly it's beautiful your beautiful embrace that. you have a blessing growing inside of you you need to put your favorite song on make you some breakfast and sit outside FYI don't trash the house you will be left to clean it up I'm sure you don't wanna do that right now