Now that I have 1 week left until I get induced.
I realize that I'm not ready. Yea he has sooooo much things,yeahhhhh he has his own room fully furnished, yeahhhh he has a great father with great income. , an yea family is more ready than me. But that don't make u ready.
I'm scared. I'm literally terrified .. He doesn't know this, but I hope I can be the best parent .. I don't want him to know what it means to stress. I don't want him to know what it means to be hungry .... Or to come home an the lights are off.. To be scared of men that came around because I was the target to be touched💔💔💔... To run away , because people picking on him. Or to not have the things he need going to school, wearing hand me downs, an raggedy shoes😕..
because when I was a child I was less fortunate of things.
I want the best for him. An now that I'm thinking about it..
It makes me not even wanna get induced anymore.
Mommies, don't rush it. Let them come when they are ready.
It will give u time to seriously prepare. Not buy things, but set your mind on BEING A MOTHER.
Good night 😘