we have only begun

but I am more than ready

your brother carries a doll, and kisses it constantly

I told him he's going to be a brother, though he's too little to understand

but he's going to protect you through your life, even after I'm gone

and thanks to him, i know what to look forward with you

I can't wait to lay there and feel your heart beat dance with mine.

I can't wait for your fluttering kicks

I can't wait for daddy and Cal to play with you , to get you to bounce inside my belly

and I can't wait for you.

I pray that time is slow, so I can enjoy every moment

I pray that you are healthy, because that is all I can ask

and I pray that I love you as much as I do my son, because in the end, that is my biggest fear.