Just wrote BD a novel telling him how he's made me feel. How much I don't trust him anymore. How I'm…

Just wrote BD a novel telling him how he's made me feel. How much I don't trust him anymore. How I'm not going to put up with being ignored or doing this alone.

And the big one, now that I'm not comfortable with him and don't trust him anymore, he won't be in the room when she's born... he'll only get to know she's about to be born. 😔 I just can't do it anymore. He's killing every happy part of this for me. And I'm not gonna bring my daughter into this world with a sad and hurting momma. I want her to be strong! and the best way to teach her that, is to be strong myself. 💪💕