Feeling like a failure as a mother tonight. No matter what I do, I cannot get my little one to calm down. I know that he can't help it, which frustrates me even more. I just can't do it tonight. With my boyfriend going back to work at 5 am tomorrow and the stress of taking care of a newborn, and going to school full time. I'm just having a really hard time tonight. On top of not getting more than 3 hours of sleep at a time since he's been born is just weighing on me.