I really want to carry these babies to at least 38 weeks but I am in so much pain and my feet and legs stay so swollen and sore no matter what I don't know if I can do it. I can't sleep, get up, get down, roll over, my pelvic bone feels like it is going to shatter at any moment. I know it is best for the girls to stay in there as long as possible but I don't know how much longer I can do this. I have an 11 month old to take care of all day by myself and I am really starting to struggle with it