this is the only place I can vent without my friends seeing.... I'm very emotional tonight... let me…

this is the only place I can vent without my friends seeing.... I'm very emotional tonight... let me add.. and stuck on a 24 hour shift... everyone of my friends...literally everyone is blowing my phone up talking about how they are drinking and partying... saying how they wish I was there... I'm so bless to have a son and one on the way... but it's just frustrating because I feel they are all rubbing it in my face.. I've kind of gave hints that I'm just not in the mood to hear about it tonight... but they just keep going on and on....ugh