I love my boyfriend but ever since we aruged at the ER( it was for me) I lost respect for him. I didn't even talk to him since then. I stayed in my damn room with my baby. I'm too hurt, angry and disappointed in him. I slept on n off through the day with the baby. he tried to act like nothing happened n tried to offered me to buy me something to eat I said NO. I mean we've argued ALOT n I'm at the breaking point . I honestly don't even see us getting married any time soon . I'm sure he does but not with the way things are . I know he loves me but I'm tired of always aruging . I'm tired psychically, emotionally and mentally . I rather be in relationship than being married . :(